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Whythisbook?
IamcertainthatafewmonthsagoIwouldhavewriCensomethingelse.However,duringtherecent
monthsIhavebecomeconfidentthatIshouldfinallyfinishit(andbyHit”Imeanthisbook).
TheissueofauthenficityhasrepeatedlycometomyaCenfionthroughoutmylife.PeopleItalkedto
ofienusedthewordinordertoconfirmthatwhattheyweresayingwastrue.
Lately,IhaveaCendednumerouseventsandmetnumerouspeoplewhocallthemselvesauthenfic.
Whoalwayssaywhattheyhaveinmind.Whobravelyexpresstheiropinionsontheworld,other
peopleorcertaincircumstances.Whocallaspadeaspade.Whohavethecouragetorisk
unpopularity,beingcrificized,rejectedornotparficularlyliked.
However,manyofthemcanonlytalkaboutspeakingtheirminds.Theysaythatyouneedtobe
yourself.Thatyouhavetoboldlyexpressyouropinions.Thatyoushouldbeconsistentandtrueto
yourself.Thatyouaresupposedtorevealyourtrueemofions.Thisisthegroupwhomademewant
tofinishthisbook.
Finish,sinceforafewrecentmonths,itwasdifficultformetostartwrifingagain.Ididn’thave
enoughfimeandinspirafion.Andsuddenlyitdawnedonme,thisinspirafion.Because,asmyfriend
Marzenatendstosay:ThereisnoinspiraCon,there’sonlyanasstositoninordertowrite,work,take
acCons:)
Ithinkthateachofusknowshowitiswithallthisbeingyourself.It’seasytobeyourselfwhenlifeis
easy.It’sgewngharderoncethewordHeasy”turnsintoopportunifiesorprofits.
TheInternet,andsocialmediainparficular,isfullofpeople.Icaufiouslywatchespeciallytheones
whoselivesseeminglycouldn’tbebeCer.Whoonlyexperiencesuccess,beauty,joyandwhose
dreamsalwayscometrue.Beaufiful,smilingfaces.Happyfamilies.Successfulcareers.Fitlifestyle,
sports,healthyfood.Anidyll.
Isitpossible?Idon’tknow,sinceIexperienceotherfeelingsandemofionsaswell.Somefimesitis
notthatnice.Somefimesitishard.Manyofustendtolackmofivafion,strengthormoneyfromme
tofime,butwedon’tshowittotheworld.Weareashamed.Becausewhatwouldotherssayifwe
admiCedhowwereallyfelt?Theycouldnolongerfindusinspiring.Wewouldn’tbesospecial
anymore.
Thisawtudefrustratesme.Inmyopinion,lifecanonlybeperfectonthepagesofaHarlequinnovel.
Reallifehasnumerousshadesandresources.
ThisiswhyIdecidedtowrite.I’mwrifingbecauseIwouldliketoseesometruthinthiscrazyworld
lledwithdeclaraCons.IwouldliketoreallydowhatIsayIwanttodoandbecourageousenoughto
expressmyactualopinions.Iwouldliketodaretodisagreewithothers,daretobedifferent,evenifI
risknotbeingacceptedanymore.Evenifsomeoneunfriendsmeinsocialmediaorcrificizesmy
acfions.
NowIknowthatitishard.Beingyourself.Afierall,relafionshipsmaCer,andmostsalesmenwould
tellyouthatyouneedtoadjusttoothers,tellthemwhattheywanttohearandstretchyourselflikea
bubblegum.
ImustsaythatInolongerwanttobemadeofplasficinejustbecauseIcangetsomethingdone,gain
supportorraiseaffecfionthisway.Iknowthatsomefimesitishard,butasprofessorBartoszewski
usedtosay:Noteverythingworthdoingisprofitable,andnoteverythingthat’sprofitableisworth
doing.